to: whom it may concern

by High Fiction

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1.
I can't speak about what drew me to you first I know you were somewhere else But I felt you warm and close It's like dynamite laid out years before and forgotten I think you always knew this love Why should I feel sorry when you're gone? You were not gone so very long I know you'll leave me someday I'll be alright I'll be alright This time, I'm saying something But I'm not quite sure what I think you can hear me now somehow despite the noise You and I are really just the same But, in fact, I'm the one to blame You cannot leave me You cannot leave me You'll never leave me You are truth and light
2.
There’s a feeling that comes when you open your mouth and my words fall out like I finally have proof that there’s really a God, but She says to me: All hope is lost, This is a dream, and you, you love it too much you love it too much Even though I’m awake, I’m still dreaming of you My breaking heart says to just go to sleep but I cannot lie down With the stars so clear All hope is lost, We, too, shall pass This is just a dream Thank God, this is just a dream
3.
I come out tonight with my feelings hurt already I'm not what you wanted But that's OK I don't need everything to be Catching pigeons in the breeze You say you want to go dancing get ready well, thank you for asking that's not OK What if I never change or improve? I would go anywhere with you (instrumental) I ask you to answer one question are you ready? Would it be OK if I'm not OK would you be OK could you be OK, OK? What if you never change or improve? I'd still go anywhere with you I come out tonight with my feelings hurt I come out tonight anyway I come out tonight I come out I come out I come out I come out
4.
The young men think that they will live forever even when their fathers die for no one can tell them anything at all and it's true that anything can happen when you're bracing for a fall But when you step back you see that it's already happened it's already happened it's still happening and so You can't stop it no matter how you try You can't stop it no matter how you try You can't stop it The young men wish the old, old men would die All they want's the money anyway But old men act like young men and young men cannot die unless old men can convince them that they're dying for a cause But if you step back you can see that it's already happened it's already happened it's still happening and so You can't stop it no matter how you try You can't stop it no matter how you try You can't stop it (instrumental, intro) I'd like to say I'm not like all of that I'd like to look at them with cool remove but the fact is – there's only one way to escape and it's true that anything can happen when there's nothing left to prove But when you step back you see that it's already happened it's already happened it's already happened You can't stop it no matter how you try You can't no matter how you You can't
5.
If I keep playing and you keep singing, then no one has to go on home I like to hold my breath and feel for your touch Why must good things hurt so much? I put another log upon the fire pretend to hold back the cold I could stay with you right here forever But I would never be that bold I have a seat at the edge of the world right at the edge So if I turn towards you, will you turn towards me? But if you don’t I understand There’s a broken part all mixed up with the beautiful She only does the best she can Please have a seat at the edge of the world Please… And faithfulness is a virtue, But faithfulness to whom? We must admit that good things rarely happen around here And honesty is a virtue, But you can take that too far so can I pour you one more drink? Let me pour you one more And the songs we sing they are all I feel Because we know it never ends And the passionate never can say no will you help me tend the fire? And I’m overwhelmed by your tender voice And the magic of the tag there is nothing like a beautiful song there is nothing like a beautiful
6.
Did you ever awaken in a world with new rules? With conflicts you could never resolve with your usual tools Did you ever awaken in a skin vague with sweat? you tell yourself you can't stand smoke then light a cigarette You trace the blue cloud as it draws toward the ceiling and lie there feeling somehow luminous Do you faintly remember some night in some season A phone call out of nowhere pleading for a reason though you never question why that call came so late who was lying through their teeth who was lying in wait the phone stays silent like the wood of a table making you able to feel luminous Your palm on your forehead cool to the touch well you took what you could but it wasn't that much some wounds come sudden a tap on the shoulder time, frozen in time and still getting colder Have you finally forgotten when your plans were afloat you stood to face the turbulence with your heart in your throat Is it time to acknowledge that the wine's turned to blood? Your life's become some coastal town in the wake of the flood But you lift your guitar and as you finger the strings a voice lightly sings sounding luminous sounding luminous sounding luminous
7.
Places 03:58
You came and went Like a breeze on a hot summers night It was all I could do to keep me from stopping you I tripped hard Fell into places I could not stay They were stranger than I could ever know So here I am Chasing what I think I should be It was all I could do to stop you from stopping me ‘Cause I can’t keep Running and chasing and falling for you Not the way you want me to I stand here and you stand there One look from you and strips my heart bare Don’t push me back just let me in Seems like my chances are somewhat thin But if you’ll be you and I’ll be me We’ll stop this chase and then you’ll see You’re on my mind, you’re in my world You are headstrong And you are my girl There you are with a head full of doubt and a heart full of trust The two tug of war like spoiled children do I step in, hands held high, surrendering us But you’re stuck firmly between the two I stand here and you stand there One look from you and strips my heart bare Don’t push me back just let me in Seems like my chances are somewhat thin But if you’ll be you and I’ll be me We’ll stop this chase and then you’ll see You’re on my mind, you’re in my world You are headstrong And you are my girl So here we are, hands held tight Deep breath We both let go, trusting what comes next I think it’s time we let each other be free We can be free We can be free together We can be free together
8.
Am I a Dream 04:26
Am I a dream that's only dreaming you Or is this the way insomnia looks in review? Could you lose those furrows on your brow or is it a dream to imagine that's possible now I can't tell you how to live' I don't know how to do it myself (do it yourself) I won't ask you anything that I know the answer to Tell me what's true and tell me what's a lie Am I the Atman or am I just some guy? If this is fiction, please just show me fact Am I the headline or only an opening act? Truth is stranger than you dreamed it' fantasy will set you free (set me free) Herrmann Hesse dreamed a dream of me wanting you Om is where the heart is Om is where my love lies Om Mani Padme Hum Om is deep within you Om, within without you Om Mani Padme Hum I'll be the arrow and you can be the bow if you tell me all that you I'll tell you all that I know I think that the past and the future are the same And if I lie, well, it's only that words are to blame True is false and light is fading' destiny will set you free (set me free) Who will I be when I grow up? I wanna be myself. Om is where the heart is Om is where my love lies Om Mani Padme Hum Om is deep within you Om, within without you Om Mani Padme Hum Om is where the heart is Om is where my love lies Om Mani Padme Hum Om is deep within you Om, within without you Om Mani Padme Hum Om sweet om, om sweet om, om sweet... Am I a dream that's only dreaming you Or are you a lake in the moonlight and I'm a canoe? Can we ever be awake somehow or is it a dream to imagine that's possible imagine that's possible now?
9.
Though I know things are different now Still you come from yesterday The saddest part of all those things I did that we both know I'll do again We can't stop ourselves from being alone We can't stop ourselves Let's pretend that there's no story now Put out the light and come to bed and when we wake the world won't look the same At least that's what I want If you were me If you were me And so your face belongs to someone else but still my heart belongs to me I can't believe in fact that this is life I guess I'd hoped for more (Instrumental) It seems it's time for me to say to you the broken thing that I can't say The only words that you could recognize won't make a difference now We can't stop ourselves from being alone We can't stop ourselves from being alone We can't stop ourselves from being alone
10.
The crowd is still chanting We're hoping for one more You say the King is probably downstairs Popping pills and heading for the door Me, I'm not leaving just yet There still might be one more I try with all my might to convince you But I just don't know what for Elvis has left the building I guess it's time to go on home Elvis has left the building He took care of business The King sang it full and slow "Love me tender, love me true, Never let me go." I try to be like him Now what would Elvis do? He would not just sit here waiting I think he'd sing a song for you Elvis has left the building Maybe it's time to give it up Elvis has left the building It's the end of the inning The winner will take all Two men out and three men on And I'm the one who drops the ball I guess it went all wrong Long before it went all wrong I tried and yet that's how I failed Nothing sad can last for very long Elvis has left the building I guess it's time to let you go Elvis has left the building (I'm gonna miss you though) I still believe in Elvis...
11.
Ah When you said the time had come I was on my own There was no looking back Time to stand up And that's where you found me, still in my wedding dress and that's where you found me When you said that there would be no consolation prize that's when I loved you most no consolation prize that's when I loved you most I know there's nothing wrong with me that can't be fixed next year And if I had the answers now There'd be no fun in standing here Ah Sometimes you buy the farm to find that nothing grows Sometimes you kick the can and someone blows their nose I wish that you could stay and never tell your mom I wish that you would stay Ah, but I will come for you when the world is fast asleep I'll buy you a new pony As you're fading in the deep Yes, I'll buy you a new pony Yes, I'll buy you a new And when they lower my body down There'll be no more mistakes And I just want the chance to say That nothing's wrong when something breaks I feel a certain stirring Just when the curtain's closing the truth is always running and now the baby's waking and now the baby's crying and now the baby's leaving and now the baby's dying.... ah

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High Fiction is Gary Grundei and Amy Shelley. All instruments were
played by Gary and Amy unless otherwise noted. Mainly, Gary plays piano and Amy plays drums.

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released August 19, 2016

High Fiction was joined by:
Matt Berninger (vocals, The Young Men)
Ron Miles (trumpet, Dynamite and The Saddest Part)
Janet Feder (baritone guitar, Luminous)
Jessica DeNicola (vocals, Places)
Pete Lewis (saxophones, Catching Pigeons, Elvis Has Left the Building,
No More Mistakes)
Ben Wilson (bass, Dynamite)
David Wilton (vocals, shaker, The Young Men, No More Mistakes)
Harper Grundei (add’l percussion, No More Mistakes)

Elvis Has Left the Building features additional vocals by Sheryl McCallum
& the Fictional Singers: Erin Casey, Attia Crews, Jeremy Crews, Fiona Freeman-Grundei, Dawn Givens, Rev. Nur, Erin McHugh, Donna McIntyre, Christine Palafox, Catjia Redfern, Cindy Reed, Maria Sarro, Bradley Spann, Melissa Tamura, Christian TeBockhorst, Ben Wilson, Roger Wolsey, and Larry Young.

Produced by David Wilton and High Fiction.
Recorded at golden lotus studio and St. Ida’s Studio in Lafayette, CO, and in a hotel room in Toronto, Canada.
Mixed and mastered by David Wilton.

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